I’m bored. I’m actually buzzing with energy inside, but I can’t organize my brain to put that energy toward anything. Instead of doing something, I sit for hours, unable to do anything. It’s not procrastination, it’s a lack of stimulus. Nothing interests me enough to make doing something worthwhile.
I think ADHD is the cause, and it feels like it’s getting worse. It is very difficult to work because I can’t concentrate enough to finish anything. Working is sucking away all of my energy right now.
I wonder if Death could die of boredom. Maybe we’ll find out, if he reads this blog someday and just drops dead on the spot. I’m probably boring you now, but I hope you survive!
Swimming Upstream 